Friday, June 14, 2013

Take your time when dating and remember that Men can and will say anything to get you -


   Some of them yes some not all or most but some:
 
To attract women.

     Like Bibles.

     A Bible can be a great chic magnet. Makes even gangsters and car salesmen look safe. Friendly. Trustworthy. Especially if it has his own name engraved on it. Now, I'm not knocking car salesmen and guys who tote Bibles. Most of these guys are legit. But some are merely veneer. Stay clear. You've seen them-the fake Jakes and faux Pauls.

     That's why it's imperative that you not only take Daters Ed but cover yourself with wisdom and accountability. We all have blind spots when it comes to love. When I'm driving, I have to look over my shoulder before switching lanes. Without a rear-view mirror, I may crash and burn.

     So take things slow when you are getting to know a guy. And the same goes for you guys too. I mean, come on.

     Employers check references.

     Banks require collateral.

     Apartments demand a security deposit.

     But singles everywhere hop in a relationship and drive it faster than a Maserati, risking their most valuable possession-their heart. Too many singles assume that everything a potential love interest says is certified but everyone puts their best foot forward in the beginning of a relationship. That's why it is so important to complete an inspection. Evaluating character takes time but one thing is certain-the truth comes out eventually.
Just don't get in a hurry. Slow down. Look over your shoulder and proceed with caution.
 
     If you don't, your passion may go crashing.



 
Prayer: Lord, help me to be cautious when I'm considering new friendships or dating interests. Give me the wisdom to choose companions who love you and follow your ways. I pray that you will send people with whom I can be accountable and who will be direct enough to advise me of character issues that I am oblivious to. Please protect my heart from those who may take advantage of me and are not honest with their intentions. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Sometimes life is just about rolling down the windows in your car..blasting your favorite song..and forgetting the world for a while! However other times it is about being the early BIRD and CATCHING THE WORD so that you may be guided through your day abundantly! I have finally moved forward on two major projects in my life and I can't help but to smile ear to ear.
I've developed a forgiving way about me while                                                             inspiration and guidance, and yes those that criticized highly at that-well let's just be thankful God is who judges us because wow you'd think I was not awesome anymore. Offers on the table that I do right now; I'm so pleased to say that my first and #1 will be God and myself - great journey #2 My Boutique (Julianna Marie's Nest) ::thank you Robin:: & I have to wait on the third as I may have a couple very vested parties involved & am waiting for my F.E.I.N come Monday.

Friday, June 7, 2013

He has no feelings and treated me like shit!

Dear God

I wonder when I will quit and then I remember that I'm your daughter not his piece of trash!


Sunday, June 2, 2013

Tears Roll down my face poem

"Tears roll down my face as I look at life everyday. As I see who I come by and who sees me a different way. When I look at myself in the mirror I see some one else
When people look at me they say wow-I feel so alone at times when I need someone
Then people just look at me and say I'm sorry hun; I look at someone I love deep into their eyes and then when they say they don't love me I sit there and cry.
When people tell me I am beautiful I don't see it; I see someone else sitting in an empty pit basically-I feel so alone all the time, even when someone is standing by my side. Now why I feel this way I can't explain...you'd think it would be clear as day
yet people think I smile and laugh and am so happy. When tears roll down my face I am no longer able to feel my breath as it leaves my body I ache with pain inside. Yet to this day all I do is pray you'll see what's underneath... and all that God sees in me.
People see someone else, and I sit there and cry when I have no one to hold, no one there to give me a hug or to say, I love you for who you are, when I am so cold
When I sit in the dark and tears roll down my face-I feel like I am a big disgrace
Like people hate me even if they say they are my friends...Just when I think I have come to an end I'm praying that someones their to pick my head back up again. I feel alone and feel insane; I feel the tears roll down my face-When no one is there to wipe them away...I feel like crashing in the rain....People say oh you look so pretty
When all I say is thank you then turn around and say if you only knew what the ones closest say instead. I try and try to change my life; but nothing happens even with a knife or as I punch the walls it's like all I can do is fall. No one will say to me, I love you will you marry me and I will for ever be alone ---- when the tears roll down my face." Truly Ms. Toni (M a r s a l i a) MY words My Poem
I will be alone forever